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Ten things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:

1. Thank you so much! For everything!! You’re so perfect! I love you woman!
2. You are one of my best friends! You are loyal and amazing!
3. What would I do without you?
4. I have had the biggest crush on you! But you’re so far away and you wouldn’t notice..
5. What is your problem??!?!!
6. Stop being stupid!!!
7. I’m sorry for everything….
8. Gah! You’re so smart!! I want your brain!!! LOL love ya
9. I miss you!!!!!!!
10. I love you all!

NINE things about yourself:

1. I am currently estranged with my mother (we just aren’t talking).
2. I love to sleep : )
3. I’m loud.
4. School is really hard for me.
5. I miss Penn High school….ok I only miss Japanese class and seeing my friends…
6. I want to be with Dir En Grey.
7. I daydream / fantasize A LOT…and I wish they were true
8. Dressing up is fun for me…shut up…..
9. Wish my life was different

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Be funny.
2. Listen to me
3. I’m a cuddler
4. Understand that I am weird to the extreme and don’t care about that
5. If I come out looking hot, SAY SOMETHING like “Dang!” don’t wait to be asked
6. Pay for stuff…cuz I have NO cash…
7. Smart in your way.
8. Drugs are bad, if you drink or smoke whatever but drug are a NO!

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Dir En Grey
2. J-Rock
3. Love
4. Stress
5. Life /Death
6. Friends
7. Money

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Computer
2. Think
3. Read
4. Talk to Phillip
5. Turn on music (Dir En Grey)
6. Want

FIVE people you can't live without.
1. Raine
2. Phillip
3. Sarah
4. David
5. Kyo >.<

FOUR things you're wearing right now.
1. Hoodie
2. Pants
3. Adios
4. Spoon Handle ring

THREE songs that fit your life perfectly.
1. Ain’t Afraid To Die -- Dir En Grey
2. Dear My Friend -- Miyavi
3. Dozing Green -- Dir En Grey

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Meet Dir En Grey
2. Have lived a good life even if I regret stuff…

ONE confession:
1. I want to give up all the time, but something gets me by…